The Man Who Sold The World: December 2008

Sunday, December 28, 2008

A que tu edad sepa's bien lo que es, romperle el corazon a alguien

So, I just woke up and Its 11:02 a.m ( for a guy that suffers from sleep depravation, sleeping more than 5 hrs a night is amazing )My body is sore as all hell, and now im driving to my trainers home in Pasadena, yesterday I started my training for the AIDS Lifecycle, and must say that Im so excited to start working out again and having my body back, and doing all this for a great charity is even better. Ive also had some time to think of my life and the direction that I want to take it, a philosopher ( for the life of me I cannot think of his name, much apologies to Mr Kauffman at USC )' life's greatest enemy was love, when it is mixed in with life it does nothing but end it '. This shall be my new mantra, FUCK love, I'm going to go ahead like a machine ( moving through the emotions ) and look forward not to the sides and never ever, back.

I'm 28 and about to embark on a new year, new possibilities and responsabilites, guys are always going to be around and I have to live my life for me. Never look back, good guys dont always finish last sometimes they dont try it and assume they will win the heart of the one that left them.

Untiltled version 3.

-You're too far to bring you close and too high to see below, just hangin' on your daily dose I know you never needed anyone or anything but the rolling papers for your grass.How can you give what you don't have? You keep on aiming for the top
And quit before you even try...Feed your empty brain with your hydroponic pot, playing mind games with me wont get you far, but I will amuse you and pretend to fall into them. You get more fun within your shell
Nice to have met you but I have to resume my life. I'll leave again `cause I've been waiting in vain you're so in love with yourself If I said that my heart is sore it would all sound but a cheap metaphor so I won't repeat it.

We've been diffrent since day one, I eat my soup with my hands and you rather eat it with a fork. I see light, where you see darkness and for a time I saw darkness, and no thanks to the pills I was prescribed...I finally see light again. The hope that your love brought me was never done by anyone else. That I promise you.

Friday, December 26, 2008

I will let you down, I will make you Hurt

Stumbling home I hurt myself today to see if I could still manage to feel, focusing on the pain the only thing that's real. The needle tore a hole causing the old familiar sting,Trying to kill it all away but luckily I remember everything. What have I become? My dearest love? Everyone I know and have ever loved manages to go away In the end. At my end you will have it all even my empire of dirt
I wear this crown of thorns upon my liar's chair full of broken thoughts, that even my heart cannot repair, beneath the stains of time slowly the feelings disappear.You are someone else as I am still right here. If I could start again a million miles away I would keep myself. I would find a way

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

I hear it...

So, Im just about to leave the office and have made plans to spend today with loved ones, and drop off the last gifts on my list. I wanted to leave you guys with some new mixes that Ive worked on, and hope you love.

Rihanna Vs. Migs
http://www.zshare.net/audio/53223223a6d4c4f1/

The Ting Tangs ( Great DJ )
http://www.zshare.net/audio/532233946507d44b/

Britney Spears - Unusual You ( Migs Mix )

http://www.zshare.net/audio/532236422b9c4e01/

JC Chasez All Day long I dream about SEX
http://www.zshare.net/audio/53223704a9a1ae68/

http://www.tofighthiv.org/goto/miguelmigs

Monday, December 22, 2008

Not afraid....

Your here with me now so take off your halo, just take off your golden crown.
The spotlight's off and the shades are down. Where are your friends now, they're ghosts in a windowpane you have to know that sometimes it's hard to stay the same.
I have learned that we can live lifetimes in a single day no matter what you do, I'll love you anyway. You say that you dont want to let me go, cuz you dont want to face the truth, you're afraid to be lost inside well, I get lonely, too. Even in the worst of times, I give my best to you. I dreamed last winter that I was swimming, fighting the undertow, that we both were drifting in circles, no place to go And when I woke up, I was wringing wet, oh so much stronger than before. I'll always be with you to hold your hand, even when the words around us escape and all the silence around us loud. I know that the look in your eyes can never betray me, for I am not afraid.

Thursday, December 18, 2008

AIDS LIFE CYLE PAGE

I'm Riding to End AIDS and Stigma In the Latino Community and need your help!Its no secret that my passion has been AIDS prevention and advocacy and I’ve been fighting for the last few years on the Stigma that is still prevalent in the Latino Community regarding HIV/ AIDS.

http://www.tofighthiv.org/goto/MIGUELMIGS

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

' allegedly'

So, I kinda forgot to tell you that I went to Kathy Griffin's show at the ' KODAK Theather ' on Thursday December 11. I was invited by her Manager and it was something I couldnt refuse, the seats were in the second row and had a perfect view of Kathy, and I was seated next to LC! ( I know, I know.. there is a part in her routine where she makes fun of her, I wanted to glanse over and see her reaction but didnt have the balls ) I gotta make this baby short and sweet because Im already running late to meet my client, until manana.

xoxo Gossip Girl

Monday, December 15, 2008

The beat of the drum

Hope every one's weekend was great, mine was great felt that I finally smiled and it was a real smile, it hasn't been like that for a few weeks. On Sat the agency and I took part in the ' Highland Park Xmas Parade ' just felt very sweet to see the kids out there just waiting to see a glimpse of 'Santa Claus' and how many people are aware and proud the work that we do at the agency, it just made you feel all warm and cuddly inside. On Sunday, I donated some of the toys to ' Para Los Nino's ' which Is something that I have always wanted to do, since they helped me out when I was a kid and gave me toys so this is just a small way to pay them back and make a child smile, and the rest of the Sunday, well all I will say, is that my hand was warm.

Had some time ( more like a hot minute ) and wanted to load up these babies, and share them with you guys. Hope you love them, as much as I loved mixing them.

Michael Jackson Vs MIGS

http://www.zshare.net/audio/527911377e59b0a8/

Beyonce vs MIGS

http://www.zshare.net/audio/527913714919b70c/

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Well, It could have been worse.

So, after I posted the remix I had made of Britney's ' trouble mixed up with Madonna's ' Get Together '.. anyways, Its been posted on a blog that I adore. The bad part is that I wasnt given any credit.

'MADONNA AND BRITNEY: Trouble/Get Together (MashUp)
Posted by Sjay on Saturday, December 13, 2008

While everyone has been saying that the Britney Spears bonus track Trouble sounds like Madonna's Get Together it seems that someone was mashing the two songs together! Here is that Mash-Up for you to enjoy! See what you think...
Trouble/Get Together (Download)
'

While my remix was posted 2 weeks ago on this blog....Argh!

Thursday, December 11, 2008

More songs for the Ipod!

I guess going to the gym has renewed my love for mixing, here are a few more songs that Ive worked on, and hope you love them.

First up:

Lady Gaga ( Just Dance )

http://www.zshare.net/audio/5258942200d1584a/

Britney Spears- Circus ( Migs Tribal beat drum )

http://www.zshare.net/audio/5259005206ecbd00/

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Meeting one of my heroes....

I will get to all I did on the weekend, and believe me it was ALOT! but first I wanted to share some pics of my meeting one of my heroes Father Geoffrey Farrow who was a longtime Catholic priest who revealed recently that he is gay and opposed to Proposition 8, the November ballot initiative that would overturn the California Supreme Court's decision earlier this year allowing same-sex marriage. As a result, Farrow has been stripped of his job as a parish priest in Fresno, including his salary and health benefits. The meeting was something that I organized with faith leaders and guys from my Mens' group, it was beautiful how they all came together and expressed interest in his story, it didnt matter what religion they followed they just wanted to understand.

To read about his journey, you can read the amazing article L.A times did on him.

http://www.latimes.com/news/local/la-me-gaypriest13-2008oct13,0,2646781.story

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Miguel_Migs: TROUBLE ( Migs Vs Madonna n' Brit )

Have alot to post/talk about, but first I wanted to remix something and forget about work for a lil bit ( yes, I like to do that sometimes... just not too often though ). I have been loving Britney Spears ' Trouble ' and noticed that it had the same BMP as Madonna's ' get together ' and that it also sampled the bass line from Stardust ' Music Sounds Better With You ' so, a few cups of coffee and here you go.

http://www.zshare.net/audio/524915417f677c22/

Friday, December 5, 2008

Making me smile.

So I have finally arrived back in L.A, glad that the weather from Fresno was able to follow me as I arrived here @ 5 a.m, and of course had to come in to work. As I entered my office the phone rang, and I thought ' Oh.. goo die.. work ' with my sarcastic,' I haven't had my coffee yet' tone, and who was on the other line made my entire day. It was one of my clients that I have been working with, he told me he was ' blessed ' to have me in his life and that I have helped him turn his life around, and that he had just gotten his tests back and he was now undetectable in his Viral load. This made me get all teary-eyed, you know how a' lloron' I am and I just wanted to hug him for doing it, I helped but he did it, and made such a huge improvement in his life, and touched mine as well. After what seemed to be about 10- minutes of us crying he also told me that he had found love, and was happy. I couldn't think of a more deserving person on whom to fall in love, and this made me think of my ' love life ' and got me a bit sad for the state that it is in. At least the weekend is coming and I can go and unwind for a bit, awe I'm getting a lil down now. * HAPPY THOUGHTS...HAPPY THOUGHTS *

Thursday, December 4, 2008

If you seek Amy

So, Im back at my hotel room, Ive been in and out all day and trying to make sense of why Fresno is soo , I dont know how to describe it just dont want to be blunt and say its dead, but Its a nice type of ' dead ', solace, whispers, grey, cloudy, desolate and white these are just words that come to mind. I am so happy that I can head out tomorrow night back ' home' , and even though Im not at work.. Im at work. I fixed my blog, and tried to give it a better look, and have been answering work emails, and planning the toy drive so alot of excited things coming up.

There is a ' Britney ' party in the bar next to the hotel but I dont feel like going, I am actually trying to see this as a mini 'vacation', its sad that I view these as time away, from myself or something by the sort. Its getting late and my room service has been taking too long, I even called the restaurant to see if they have a 30 min time limit, and sadly they dont. I did get some good news today, my brother Danny called and said that my dad is having a BBQ this Sat afternoon, so Im really looking fwd to it, and that he was asking how I was doing after my motorcycle incident, and that made me feel really good. I think I am finally on the track that I was with my family, if only I could have the husband and white fence then everything would be in place. And before I forget I did get my hair cut, so I will add the pics when I get back since I dont even a cam here. Damn..lol

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

So tired....but well worth it.

Yesterday my day started at 5 a.m and didn't stop until 11: 30 p.m, of course with a 15 minute lunch break ( mandatory, mind you ) all of this was for our 15Th Annual ' Noche De Las Memorias '. I had several interviews, and I must have looked soo tired because thats what my dad called to tell me @ 3 a.m ( he is a late owl like me ) Its always held on December 1st to commemorate WORLD AIDS DAY, and this ceremony is done to induct new names to ' the wall ' of people that have passed due to AIDS. Last night was amazing, few times have I been left speechless, to be able to see the community come together and become one and show their solidarity in the fight against AIDS. It made all of the hard work worth it and then some, just being able to see all the faces of people that have had loved ones affected by this disease really made you acknowledge life. After I got home, I took a long shower and tried to unwind but still was too wired to do anything, and of course I didn't go to the Britney Spears release party that I had worked so hard to get on the ' list ' for.

So, here I am writting from home, and trying to not think of my ' wildflower ', even though its hard I cant stop and think of him and wonder what he is up to, and all that jazz. I'm also working on a venture that I'm gonna ask for your help on, I am organizing a Toy Drive to benefit ' Para los Ninos ' partly because of the hilarious Kathy Griffin episode where she sets to build a school in ' Mejico ' due to her contract with ' Para los ninnnoz '. I'll have some more info on that soon.. cuz well Xmas is just around the corner.