Showing posts with label Poem. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Poem. Show all posts

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

I should have.. I would have. I did.










Maybe this is forever? Even when forever can fade away, like a rocket ascending into space.
could you not be sad? could you not break down? After all I won't let go. Until you're safe and sound. There's beauty in release when there's no one left to please but you and me. I don't blame you for quitting deep down I know you really tried. If only you could hang on through the night because I don't want to be lonely and I don't want you to be scared, and sad. And all our friends are waiting for us on the other side, left is just you and me.
Always felt like I could've held on one more day and almost like I could've let go. Feel like I could've helped you and like I could've changed you as you did to me. I also could've held on and I could've hurt you even more than we already are. At times I felt like I was a stranger and an angel all in one day. Felt like I was a hero but was a zero. Still I touched you, and that I’ve sealed, I could've held you and moved you all in a life span still wish I could heal you, I should have healed you. I could’ve loved you, know I really did love you. I really loved you. I should have saved you. I could’ve saved you

Monday, December 22, 2008

Not afraid....


Your here with me now so take off your halo, just take off your golden crown.
The spotlight's off and the shades are down. Where are your friends now, they're ghosts in a windowpane you have to know that sometimes it's hard to stay the same.
I have learned that we can live lifetimes in a single day no matter what you do, I'll love you anyway. You say that you dont want to let me go, cuz you dont want to face the truth, you're afraid to be lost inside well, I get lonely, too. Even in the worst of times, I give my best to you. I dreamed last winter that I was swimming, fighting the undertow, that we both were drifting in circles, no place to go And when I woke up, I was wringing wet, oh so much stronger than before. I'll always be with you to hold your hand, even when the words around us escape and all the silence around us loud. I know that the look in your eyes can never betray me, for I am not afraid.