The years burn...

Disarm you with a smile
And cut you like you want me to
Cut that little child
Inside of me and such a part of you
Ooh, the years burn

I used to be a little boySo old in my shoes
And what I choose is my choice
Whats a boy supposed to do?
The killer in me is the killer in you
My love
I send this smile over to you

Disarm you with a smile
And leave you like they left me here
To wither in denial
The bitterness of one whos left alone


I used to be a little boy
So old in my shoes
And what I choose is my voice
Whats a boy supposed to do?
The killer in me is the killer in you
My love
I send this smile over to you

Just walking by

Today Ive been running around all day, bad for me.. but good for you. For my upcomming shinding I have taken to remixing some classic songs to give the party a throw-back, uptempo commercial feel and what better way that remixing Britney ( TOXIC ) and Donna Summer ( I feel love )... enjoy.

And I want to thank Mr. Nelson Sanchez ( I know.. ) for helping me get one step closer to my goal for the AIDS LIFECYCLE 09. Now I owe him a drink @ Circus.

http://www.zshare.net/audio/54525714d2454c27/


Check his blog out at:
http://thelostroads.blogspot.com/

The question is still the answer

Friday got off to a Fierce! ( SASHA FIERCE!!! mind you ) with BAO's B'day party @ The ABBEY. I was feeling pretty sick, but I had promised him that I was gonna show up in my J.lindberg and you know I hate to back down when I give my word, so there I was. Once I got there I wondered why I havent been there in years, the music was great, people had a great time, and I was being hit on left and right. Loves it!


Now on Saturday, that was another story. I had to go to back to SC to get some stuff I had left behind in one of my crazy late-nite study groups (your PNP joke, right here ) then I met up with Carlos for a 8 hr meeting to discuss PROP 8, and all that jazz. I think If it wasnt for the open bar that was given to us I have no idea what would have happened, on Sat stood home, opened a bottle of wine and had a great time with friends ( I can have a quiet night at home, on a Sat night.. so ha! )


Sunday, I spend it with >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>, we went to church and had champagen brunch at one of my favorite places in Lakewood ( East Side Marios' ), we were joined by both of my brothers and my nephews. It was amazing just to have a great meal and have soo much fun with my family that I have begun to re-connect with.
This is a pic of me, with my 2 nephews and secretly Im hoping I will get a niece soon!

Monday, was great. I was asked that question that no guy with 75 pairs of jeans, 200 T shirts , 300 pairs of underwear and countless jackets should be asked when looking at an apt. ' Is this closet big enough for you ? ' the answer was still ' no ' but loved being asked.

A better life..

I want to say thank you!for everyone that downloaded my remix of ' Womanizer ' I loved your emails, and my readership has grown aswell. THANK YOU! Im leaving today, and wanted to leave you guys with this, until my return.


Tips for Better Life

1. Take a 10-30 minutes walk every day. And while you walk, smile.
2. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
3. Sleep for 7 hours.
4. Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy.
5. Play more games.
6. Read more books than you did the previous year.
7. Make time to practice meditation, yoga, and prayer. They provide us with daily fuel for our busy lives.
8. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
9. Dream more while you are awake.
10. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.
11. Drink plenty of water.
12. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
13. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip.
14. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
15. Don't have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
16. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
17. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.
18. Smile and laugh more.
19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
20. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
21. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
22. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.
23. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about. Don't compare your partner with others.
24. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
25. Forgive everyone for everything.
26. What other people think of you is none of your business.
27. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
28. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.
29. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
30. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
31. The best is yet to come.
32. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
33. Do the right thing!
34. Call your family often.
35. Your inner most is always happy. So be happy.
36. Each day give something good to others.
37. Don't over do. Keep your limits.
38. Share this with someone you care about

I've been watching you all day...

I think I may be coming down with something, I blame the weather.. I should be blaming my trainer Juan, but Im scared he'll have me do more push-ups. Also all the food that Im consumming is making my stomach hurt, but hey I'll look great dancing in my uderwear one day right? Kidding!

I dont have much to say today, but wanted to post these remixes that I did recently. The first 2 are remixes that I was requested to remix by Mr. Mike Castellanos, and I was more than happy to mix for him. They are Jesse Mcarntney's ' Leavin' ' also remixed Womanizer by Britney for Mr. Sanchez. I know he would love the sample I used.

Mr. Castellano Mix
http://www.zshare.net/audio/54148434b2adc111/

The Castellano Evelated Mix:
http://www.zshare.net/audio/54148534c6bc6945

The Acoustic Version:

http://www.zshare.net/audio/54148625b7959e5b

and Britney: WOMANIZER ( this one I actually remixed for Mr. Sanchez )
http://www.zshare.net/audio/54148747d0ec3414/

' this American boy...'

On Friday night I was invited to attend a special performance by ' Estelle ' the british artist made popular by her song w/ Kanye West ' American Boy '. It was a great concert she had great interaction with the crowd and you could tell she was a lil too confortable with them.I've only added one video but I will be adding more later on.

I should have.. I would have. I did.

Maybe this is forever? Even when forever can fade away, like a rocket ascending into space.
could you not be sad? could you not break down? After all I won't let go. Until you're safe and sound. There's beauty in release when there's no one left to please but you and me. I don't blame you for quitting deep down I know you really tried. If only you could hang on through the night because I don't want to be lonely and I don't want you to be scared, and sad. And all our friends are waiting for us on the other side, left is just you and me.
Always felt like I could've held on one more day and almost like I could've let go. Feel like I could've helped you and like I could've changed you as you did to me. I also could've held on and I could've hurt you even more than we already are. At times I felt like I was a stranger and an angel all in one day. Felt like I was a hero but was a zero. Still I touched you, and that I’ve sealed, I could've held you and moved you all in a life span still wish I could heal you, I should have healed you. I could’ve loved you, know I really did love you. I really loved you. I should have saved you. I could’ve saved you

A que tu edad sepa's bien lo que es, romperle el corazon a alguien

So, I just woke up and Its 11:02 a.m ( for a guy that suffers from sleep depravation, sleeping more than 5 hrs a night is amazing )My body is sore as all hell, and now im driving to my trainers home in Pasadena, yesterday I started my training for the AIDS Lifecycle, and must say that Im so excited to start working out again and having my body back, and doing all this for a great charity is even better. Ive also had some time to think of my life and the direction that I want to take it, a philosopher ( for the life of me I cannot think of his name, much apologies to Mr Kauffman at USC )' life's greatest enemy was love, when it is mixed in with life it does nothing but end it '. This shall be my new mantra, FUCK love, I'm going to go ahead like a machine ( moving through the emotions ) and look forward not to the sides and never ever, back.

I'm 28 and about to embark on a new year, new possibilities and responsabilites, guys are always going to be around and I have to live my life for me. Never look back, good guys dont always finish last sometimes they dont try it and assume they will win the heart of the one that left them.


Untiltled version 3.

-You're too far to bring you close and too high to see below, just hangin' on your daily dose I know you never needed anyone or anything but the rolling papers for your grass.How can you give what you don't have? You keep on aiming for the top
And quit before you even try...Feed your empty brain with your hydroponic pot, playing mind games with me wont get you far, but I will amuse you and pretend to fall into them. You get more fun within your shell
Nice to have met you but I have to resume my life. I'll leave again `cause I've been waiting in vain you're so in love with yourself If I said that my heart is sore it would all sound but a cheap metaphor so I won't repeat it.

We've been diffrent since day one, I eat my soup with my hands and you rather eat it with a fork. I see light, where you see darkness and for a time I saw darkness, and no thanks to the pills I was prescribed...I finally see light again. The hope that your love brought me was never done by anyone else. That I promise you.

I will let you down, I will make you Hurt

Stumbling home I hurt myself today to see if I could still manage to feel, focusing on the pain the only thing that's real. The needle tore a hole causing the old familiar sting,Trying to kill it all away but luckily I remember everything. What have I become? My dearest love? Everyone I know and have ever loved manages to go away In the end. At my end you will have it all even my empire of dirt
I wear this crown of thorns upon my liar's chair full of broken thoughts, that even my heart cannot repair, beneath the stains of time slowly the feelings disappear.You are someone else as I am still right here. If I could start again a million miles away I would keep myself. I would find a way

I hear it...

So, Im just about to leave the office and have made plans to spend today with loved ones, and drop off the last gifts on my list. I wanted to leave you guys with some new mixes that Ive worked on, and hope you love.


Rihanna Vs. Migs
http://www.zshare.net/audio/53223223a6d4c4f1/

The Ting Tangs ( Great DJ )
http://www.zshare.net/audio/532233946507d44b/

Britney Spears - Unusual You ( Migs Mix )

http://www.zshare.net/audio/532236422b9c4e01/

JC Chasez All Day long I dream about SEX
http://www.zshare.net/audio/53223704a9a1ae68/


http://www.tofighthiv.org/goto/miguelmigs

Not afraid....

Your here with me now so take off your halo, just take off your golden crown.
The spotlight's off and the shades are down. Where are your friends now, they're ghosts in a windowpane you have to know that sometimes it's hard to stay the same.
I have learned that we can live lifetimes in a single day no matter what you do, I'll love you anyway. You say that you dont want to let me go, cuz you dont want to face the truth, you're afraid to be lost inside well, I get lonely, too. Even in the worst of times, I give my best to you. I dreamed last winter that I was swimming, fighting the undertow, that we both were drifting in circles, no place to go And when I woke up, I was wringing wet, oh so much stronger than before. I'll always be with you to hold your hand, even when the words around us escape and all the silence around us loud. I know that the look in your eyes can never betray me, for I am not afraid.

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