Friday, October 24, 2008

I stay


Dying inside 'cause I can't stand it, make or break up...can't take this madness.
We don't even really know why.All I know is baby I try and try so hard to keep our love alive.
If you don't know me at this point, then I highly doubt you ever will.
I really need you to give me that unconditional love I used to feel.
It's a mistake if we just erase it from our hearts and minds, yet I know
you said let go but I kept on hanging on, even though inside I know it's over. You're really gone, It's killing me' cause there ain't nothing that I can do... Babes, I stay in love with you . I keep on telling myself that you'll come back around And I try to front like "Oh well" Each time you let me down see I can't get over you now. No matter what I do.
It cuts so deepIt hurts down to my soul, my friends tell me I ain't the same no more..... We still need each other when we stumble and fall. How we gonna act like what we had ain't nothin' at all now. Hey, what I wanna do is ride shotgun next to you holding your hand as we drove all over Santa Monica, as I would caressed your leg, as we headed to Sparro's, wind hitting our faces, and dog hair flying all over the car.
You in your Caddy, shy smile and white will always be yours....we both know that my heart is breaking... I will learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone...now go I know.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

The Man who sold me out.


I passed upon the stairs,

I spoke to you of was and when

Although I wasnt there

He said I was his friend

Which came as a surprise

I spoke into his eyes

I thought you died alone

A long time ago

Could It have been me?

I have never lost control

Being face to face,

With the man who sold the world

I laughed and shook his hand,

I made my way back home,

I searched for form and land,

Years and years I roamed,

I gazed a gazely stare

We walked a million hills

I must have died alone,

A long, long time ago