The circle

This year has been quiet a defining year for me both professionally and romantically. Professionally I was betrayed by the job that I held in high regards and parted ways since I didn't want to be associated with it, since I know that sooner or later they will be shut down for the wrong doings but I found my true calling with some determination and having God on my side I was able to make the best of the situation. Romantically I found what most people spend a lifetime looking for, love. His name is Cesar and he alone has turned my world upside down, broke down walls and made me believe in Love once again, that and he put a ring on it.

With that being said, I hope that next year brings even better things and this past year has taught me to always be true to yourself and theres no shame in asking for help when you need
It. Something I have always hated to do. Just wish my
Mother was around to see this phase of my life but I know that she is smiling from Heaven above.


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Take care my love, she said ..don't think that God is dead. Take care my Love she said, you have been loved.

She takes the back road and the lane
Past the school that has no changed
In all this time
She thinks of when the boy was young
All the battles she had won
Just to give him life

That man
She loved that man
For all his life
But now we meet to bring him flowers
And only God knows why

For what's the use in pressing pamls
When children fade in mother's arms
It's a cruel world
We've so much to loose
And what we have to learn we rarely choose

So if it's God who took her son
He cannot be the one living in her mind

Take care my love, she said
Don't think that God is dead
Take care my love, she said

You have been loved

If I was weak, forgive me
But I was terrified
You brushed my eyes with angels wings, full of love
The kind that makes devils cry

So these days
My life has changed
And I'll be fine
But she just sits and counts the hours
Searching for her crime

You've so much to prove
And heaven helps the ones who wait for you

Well I've no daughters, I've no sons
Guess I'm the only one
Living in my life

Take care my love, he said
Don't think that God is dead
Take care my love, he said

You have been loved

Cheers, I'll drink to that

This weekend I'll find myself moving in with the boyfriend, its a joyous occasion. I feel great about it, and the relationship...Im actually myself and dont have to try and be the saviour. and well I love my Cesar.The last time I moved in with someone I had so many fears and doubt mostly because I wasnt sure of it and felt it was the natural thing to do with someone I was dating and was in a fully commited relationship so why not do the next step and live with the person, right? wrong. I know it was all for the wrong reasons but this time I will try my best at not making the same mistakes that plagued.


Im also very thankful that I have a new and amazing job, Im back with the County and happier than ever.Ive alienated a few people, deleted many more but its all for the right reasons.