Freedom

I saw the train comin' for me with the force of a million marching
I felt the eyes of so many, the whispers and shouts about my belief in us
I see the cloaks on the judges, flaws in the judgement, beast in the dungeon that dont scare me And I'll say it on a mountain, say it all in public, hold a press conference to speak about my freedom.

I flew away this morning, what if I ran away and never came back
And all of the fame means nothing, it's all a game and the gladiator just won't win
And I see cloaks on the judges, flaws in the judgement, beasts in the dungeon, don't look scared to me
And I'll say it on a mountain, say it all in public, hold my head high, I'ma speak about my freedom

guyswithphones....

So last night was a bitch weird, so weird in fact that I still cant believe it. I didnt go to my usual gym ( Downey ) because I like to test other gyms and spice up my routines. Since I came from work, I had to use the locker rooms. At first as I slipped off my pants, I noticed a dude close to me holding up his phone, I thought that what he was doing what I enjoy doing.. yes, taking pixs of MYSELF at the gym...never thought he would be taking pictures of ME in my underwear. I thought that I was just acting crazy and that he wasnt, it was until I was talking to my workout buddy that It was fact, that homeboi had taken pixs of me in the locker room. WTF! I cant believe someone had the balls to do that, I dont even raise my eyes to make contact with people as they change, let alone EVER think of doing that to someone's privacy.

Happiness

I have to admit that I had one of the best weekends in recent memory. My nephew Matthew had his baptism and turned 2 yrs old and I was able to bring some special people within my family. I think I'm at a great place in my life where things seem to be falling into place and the pace other things are I really couldn't ask for more. This weekend brought me some clarity on and I'm very happy to see where love will lead me, I've been getting a few emails asking me about my love-life and I have decided to not make it a part of this blog. Believe it or not when I'm dating someone I like to keep it private since alof of my life is all over the place,matters of the heart tend to make me wanna shield that part of me. I will say that I'm happy and loving the smiles.


I have been working on a few new parts of music and soon will be updating the blog with some demos that I have been working on, I am trying to find a new sound since most of my music has been ' club music ' and I find myself more and more time at the gym I have been influenced by alot of Rap and Rock so I've been working on that.

Gym: I am now benching 290 lbs, and I'm happy I only have 10 lbs more to go to reach my 300 lbs goal. I also started boxing on top of kickboxing, and will start taking Jacob ( my nephew ) with me to the ' kiddie gym ' this Saturday for weight lifting class...I love it!!!



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And I feel, like I just got home

Below you will find some songs I have recently messed around with.. hope you enjoy them,
Madonna vs Beyonce and Gaga ( two people that need a vacation, badly )http://www.zshare.net/audio/711237744b11ea60/

Oasis ' Wonderwall '
http://www.zshare.net/audio/71258737f926a4b2/

The wind through my hair...

This weekend I really just laid low, I've been in a funk mood lately where I dont want to be around people. I have been spending time at my usual spot the gym and then jetting off to go hiking. In my solitude I have decided to get back on a motorcycle, besides its been almost a year and a half since my last accident and I think I have finally learned that I need to wear a helmet, at all times. I want to feel the adrenaline rushing through my veins again and having the wind go through my hair as I speed towards the sun.

2009, my year back at the Gym.

One thing I can say with great honesty is that 2009 was the year that I stepped back into to the gym and began to get the body that I have always wanted. As the year came to a close I managed to spend countless hours working out on how my body would work with the routines, and even up to this day Im still learning. I weighed myself on New Years day and came in at 212 lbs ( started at 186 lbs without muscle ) went from a size 15 1/2 dress shirt to a size 17, Small T-shirts to XL large shirts. Im loving where my body is headed and very proud of myself. This pic was taken on January 1st 2010 ( 5:45 p.m ) Whittier Preserve. Even my face seems fuller, now if I can get my butt to get bigger ;-)