Its been a while since my last posting, the reason why I have taken a step back on posting is simple. I'm working on my next steps.. a lot has changed since my last post, I am now a ' singleton ' broke up with Daniel back in early May, have been applying for a masters program back at USC. I haven't been feeling too down, but If you know me then you are well aware that after any break-up I always step back and re-work on myself. I tend to give, and give in most relationships ( few, actually.. I am being honest) this time I really don't know what was the cause besides us living pretty different lives, different social structures, and what united us was a love...I loved the person that he was around me and how I became when I was around him, gone was the ' ego ' that I had manicured so perfectly as my shield. I liked how to a point I was waiting on him, guys usually do this to me so a man that could do that and still have my attention was a fresh of breath air.
And the music is still in my blood, I'm just not inspired at the moment to do anything. Which is a shame since there is so much that I wish I was working on or at least being able to touch. My thing with that has always been that I dont want to feel ' forced ' because then I may start loathing it and then well that would be the end of that song.
I will write some stuff soon, I promise and maybe a song...
