The matter of the heart.

With the anticipation that I have been feeling over the past few weeks about me turning the big 30...I really couldn't have anticipated any of it.

I feel I'm in a cross road not only professionally but with myself. Lately I have been becoming the person that I have wanted to become but in the way I've been hurting alot of people in the process, people that I love dearly. Have I been acting out due to the fact that they are right or am I tired of being the nice understanding guy? What is known is that Ive changed. It's been almost a battle within myself to choose right, or to nearly just follow my heart. That is where I think lies the problem...the matter of the heart.


Switching topics, I had a great birthday ( April 20th ) and I know many of you celebrated it aswell ;). Had dinner and drinks with the boyfriend and bestie in Weho. It was great to have a day where people from my past where remembring me in a nice way. I just wish that my father would have remembered.

Below you will find some pics of my Bday. Until next time



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Hiking with my babes

Yesterday after a long day at the office, I wanted to hang out with Daniel...usually I work out with him at the gym but admist the loud people, the music and the reps I feel I dont really get to enjoy him as I should. After work we headed to Whittier's Turnball canyon where we did the trail, and what a workout it was. Ive done this trail many times before but never with someone I was dating, it was great to sneak a few kisses here and there and hold his hand while going up. I feel I got to know a diffrent side of him. All in all a great.