Lately, I have been feeling very unattached to people in my life, I have experienced a break-up from my ' Best Friend ' and people that were once dear to my heart, but I feel nothing. Its quiet odd for me not to have any feelings on the subject, there's no rancor or a feeling of abandonment. When did I start feeling this dissociated from the people that mattered to me? I may be building walls around me again, Its almost as I love to be in the spotlight but hate to deal with the background. I spend most of my time alone now, mixing music, reading up on Psy, school or at the GYM. On the flip side I have begun to repair a friendship with Danny, Eddie ( In which this one is very tricky since It seems he always wants to get back together and I just cant do that to myself.. I cant be his shadow ever again )and Raul.
Maybe I will snap out of this and have a sense of wanting to belong to something or maybe this will open me up to something new and exciting for my own personal growth? Who knows at this point, all I know is that something is missing.
