Ive started to place myself on some race to try and find as many things possible to be able to occupy my time. I have a full schedule with school, Kickboxing, Boxing and weight training, and Ive also started to work with more music, and I also have someone that is occupying a place in my heart. Ive started seeing a guy, normally I date and don't really...I don't want to use the word ' not care ' about them but It does seem like it. Well, this guy I am beginning to develop feelings for and it reminds me of the way I felt about Eddie, I'm finding feelings that are arousing. Its not a sexual connection, although he is very much my type, its a bit deeper than that, just wish I knew how to control my feelings and not have them be that of a teenager.
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