2009, what a year!!!

2009 was an amazing year, sure I broke a few hearts but most importantly I wore amazing outfits and had the best people around me. Became closer to the man I will become, and have inspired people ( so I've been told ) and have made some great music along the way. All in all, next year will have a hard time trying to beat 2009. Having my family and friends behind, and following my heart is the way to go.


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Vacay!!!

So I'm finally on my vacation and although I wanted to go somewhere but thought that it would be best to spend it with my family. Today was my first day and I can't believe how exciting it was to be able to wake up late. I spent the day with my brother and the evening with my nephews, loved spending time with them as we ate pizza and wrestled.


Today I got my first shipment of ' New Years Eve ' clothing, Ted Baker has sent me some amazing pieces and cannot wait to wear the pieces.


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The me, who tries to listen

Last night I invited my Cuban neighbor over for dinner and drinks. Its been a while since we hung out and his stories about his love life and the trials that he goes through have always been my favorite. This time though he seemed a bit tense, so after an hr of watching ' Trash TV ' I asked him about what has been going on as of late, I told him about my last relationship and he has always been very persist ant in us going on. One thing about him, is that he is extremely good looking, the kind that you would never think he would give you the time of day, so when we became friends it was a bit of a shock to me, Anyways he then became a bit quiet and I began prodding about his love life, and at that point he just started to break-down. On the bed, he started crying and mumbling that its not fair that he has to try so hard and that the guy he was seeing was being an ass to him, that he wasn't used to being place on ' the shelf ' and at that point he just lost it. He excused himself from my place and apologized for making a scene. I was scared about his well being, he never struck me as the kind of guy that has to try and get a guys attention, he has a great smile and perfect body...I am able to see past all that and see who he is, and this was a bit of a wake-up call in the sense that we all go through our own personal love disasters and that we are not alone in them. Made me realize that things could be worse or could be better, and this too was a great way for me to practice listening to people, and actually letting them speak without me interrogating them and saying something either stupid or inappropriate. Listening is an art, I'm still trying to learn.

Funny how 29 years can be summed up in 3 months.

The past few days, I have been a bit saddened by the course that my actions have created. Its funny how one person can make you realize that the path that you have been on has been wrong. I have dated many guys but they all seemed to accept me for who I am, and kinda got a kick out it they never questioned why I lived the way I did, never really made me think about myself or really made me wanna change. Then he came around and I was too stuck on my ways to really appreciate the person that I had in front of me, I was too self-involved in my jaded ways, and in the way that I was treating him. People often say that they ' bring they re work with them ' and I brought my practices that I use on my clients on him. The ' whys and whens ' are haunting me and I just cant seem to get out of my funk. This and the fact that I'm about to turn 30 in April are all I have been thinking about and to top it off its almost Christmas and then is New Years Eve, and I will again be the lovely singleton that New Years always has.

The Strangest thing

Today I saw the strangest thing on the evening news a man who wasn't sad at all about what's going on. Even though I'm trying to smile with everything I see it could take a while. I've been looking everywhere I go
Where has all the love gone?
I've been looking all around to know where has all the love gone?

Yesterday I heard you say you never close your eyes
Sometimes the world's a scary ride, it's hard to hang on
Along the way we got off track
And if we turn around can we ever get back? You say it was there when we were young. Today I saw a flag roll by on a wooden box
And if it's true we lost our way
Then what have we got?

If you could ' Save Me '

You look like... a perfect fit,for a boy in need... of a tourniquet.
But can you save me? If you could save me,from the ranks of the freaks,
Who suspect they could never love anyone. 'Cause I can tell... you know what it's like. A long farewell... of the hunger strike. You struck me dumb, Like radium
like Peter Pan, or Superman, you have come... to save me.

No more nightmares!

Anyone that follows me on Facebook, Twitter etc, knows that Lady Gaga has been a part of my nightmares for the past 2 months. I kid you not. So, being the person I am, and believing in the power of music I have understood that it can have healing powers. Here is my latest offering in hopes that she stops scaring


Lady Gaga - Telepone ( MIgs VS Mix )
http://www.zshare.net/audio/69433307890e35ec/

Finding MIGS

This was during my pre-Thanksgiving feast, where I worked out so I could enjoy the food...

For the past few days, I have been in this ' funk ' my life is going well, nothing to complain about.. I have just been feeling like my life is a routine. I noticed that I have been working out, and working at my job and afterwards all I want to do is stay home and relax. I know this is great every once in a while but if it doesnt have to do with the gym or work, Im not interested. The exception of course is my family which whom I am closer now than ever. I think I may need a vacation, and just forget about work for a while, I have also been noticing that I have been taking alot of my clients problems home with me, I have been getting very emotional with them and feel as though I never do enough to help them. Ive been placed onto theire lives for a reason and Im never happy with the results.





As I stated earlier about my family, I have been spending the weekends taking my babies ( nephews ) anywhere they wish, this past weekend was ' Planet 51 ' this time though I took Matthew ( age 2 ) to the theather and was pretty well behaved and Jacob wasnt too thrilled that the film wasnt in 3D, but the endless popcorn made up for it.

Gee, Its my Life

I know I haven't been around for a while, but Ive been having a great time living life being with friends and family. I need to upload a bunch of new music that I want to put out there so I can get your feed back and all the good stuff. I'll write some more manana, hope you guys have a great Veterans Day!













I will leave you with a mix I did for one of my favorite TV shows, GLEE ' Its my Life confessions,I hope you enjoy this mix... Ive gotten great feedback!
http://www.zshare.net/audio/682931815e3710fe/

235 baby!

Ive become a rat, well a gym rat...I cant seem to enough of it and now I have even been attracted towards people that live the same life-style as myself Ive also been working on some new music but here are some pixs that I recently took in you guessed it my Aussiebums!

My life through pixs

This past weekend was full of great parties, amazing events and great friends. I cant remember the last weekend Ive had a dull momement. On Thursady, I attended a great event at the place where I will get married next year ' CICADA ' restaurant, first off this place is amazing as it was built back in the 1920's, has the early Art Deco designs and the food is amazing. I met many wonderful people and worked the room like there was no tomorrow. Below is a pic of my outfit, courtesy of Burberry.


Friday was our ' Strike Out AIDS ' event at Dodger Stadium where I had the pleasure of being with some of the people that matter so much in my life, seeing how there are people that look up to me is still unbelieveable to me...cant think of how I can make a diffrence in theire lives im just blessed to be able to.




And on Saturday, had a great time full of dinner, dancing and slutty outfits, while on Sunday I was able to bring the weekend to a close as I attended the ' KCRW's ' India Calling ' Festival at the Hollywood Bowl. I walked in with a box of wine ( very Kathys' mom ) and hung out with Xavier, George and Carlos, Byron , Army, Sergey , Alfonso and Eddie) but most importantly i finally rocked my new Dolce And Gabbana jacket!

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Im happy for you....

I like to party....

I've been noticing lately that I like to party, Ive always known that but now more than ever I have been going out almost every other day. I blame it all on the amazing summer that L.A has been offering me, and with the 3-day weekend coming up...all I know is that Im gonna have to work out my Aussiebum's. I've been planning on either hosting another Pool Party at my house, or leaving to Palm Springs...who knows, but I will keep you updated.

Put your arms around me.,...

Ive been mixing some songs for my pool party this weekend, and one stand-out track is Madonna's ' Celebration ' its a great mix of Holiday and ' Get Into The Groove ' hope you enjoy it as much as I am.


Madonna ' Celebration ' MIGS VS

Summer and all that glitters....

So, summer is almost gone and although Ive had the most amazing summer and I am also at the point where I happy with my new bikini body ( yea, Im that Gay ) and have gotten my heart broken through a weird way. Let me back up to the heart broken thing just for a lil bit, after my last relationship I started dating this amazing and sweet guy that at first I couldnt take seriously due to the fact that I had been in a relationship since I was 18 and have never been officially ' single ' this guy was perfect, great smile, great family , great morals ect the only thing that wasnt doing it for me was the age 23, and the fact that he was falling in love with me, when alas all I wanted was to be single. Well, we dated and dated and slowly I began to imagine an ' us ' even though I knew It wouldnt work out, he has a low self-esteem and the fact that I was always half naked, and being out there for work didnt help, Im not going to lie I did thrive being out there and having the attention devoted to me. I lost him due that it was too much, dating me can be a challenge and guys never really seem to think beyond the ' getting to know me ' part. So, I called him yesterday to see if he would accompany me at my annual USC Student Alumni dinner, and I got the news that he would love to ' but...... ' at that point I was just shocked, he had found his ' plus one ' while I was still trying to be me. I know that there is no point in crying over spilled milk but it did affect me, it might explain why I messed up my shoulder last night at the gym as I was trying to out due my max of 220 lbs.

Michael Jackson Passed Away?

So, yea you probably heard that Michael died, so as my ' tribute' Ive remixed a song that I loved as a child. I wanted to give it more of a Daft Punk appeal to this song, and it works out perfectly. I posted this baby the day after he passed and I went to Miami on the weekend, and behold.. I heard it being played. The only thing I hate is that I never get credit...


M.J Vs. MIGS : Rock With U ( The Vs. MIX )

Lily Allen's Not Fair ' MIGS' Mr. Bad Fuc* Mix

I love Lilly's new song ' Not Fair' although it reminds me of a few guys. Anyways, here it is, hot and ready for you to download it, this is the new sound that I got inspired after laying in the sun and working on my tan last week.


Lily Allen - Not Fair ( Migs Mr. Bad Fuck Mix )


http://www.zshare.net/audio/61206178b3f40c9c/

If I were a new boy....

So, Im a lil bummed, everything is going great ( Thank GOD ) with everything, Ive just a lil sad, cant really place my finger on it, thats a lie. So, here is a new remix, well its more of a mash-up than a remix, but It made me get a little teary-eyed as I was finishing this baby up. Its Beyonce's ' If I were a boy ' with Celine Dion's ' A new Day has come '.


If I were a ' New ' Boy

Eddie, the story has ended.

I had my first ' Adult ' conversation with Edward today, its been a while since we both used our ' inside voices ', the saga seems to be about to end its course this weekend. I just ordered my new phone, will get an unlisted phone number, address is changed and my stuff will be either donated to charities or sold to fund my favorite Charity ( APLA ). I decided not to be the ass-hole ands let him keep the dog, which I really wanted...but I know that he would be in better hands with him than with me and my crazy life-style. The conversation got me thinking about how I felt about Edward, was it really love? or was I simply addicted to the pain? the exquisite pain of wanting someone so unattainable? Some part of me wanted to go back to him, but I couldn't, somehow I restrained myself and grew some balls, was I finally tired of going along and trying to be something I wasn't? I chose to walk away, and just like that I leave my universe holding the hand of my Edward. I managed to get untied, the end is here and I am finally free. What more could one ask for when one is free? Even though getting here has been hard, its a blessing in disguise.

You are my destiny

New Remix,
Pussycat Dolls ' Jai Ho ' This is part of my new project labeled ' 42 ' enjoy,
http://www.zshare.net/audio/59039685862e72f1/

Now and then

Last night I had the pleasure and great surprise to attend Britney Spears ' Circus ' tour, needles to say that I had an amazing time. Britney really outdid herself this time around, it was very different from the last time that I had seen her in concert in the now Infamous ' House Of Blues ' Concert in Hollywood. The ticket that I was able to get came as a Birthday present, It was 5th row, front and center. I was in awe when I was given the ticket, in attendance was Rhianna, Lucy Lu, Drew Barrymore, Jamie Presley, Kim Kardashian, Kathy Griffin etc. I only had eyes for Brit. All night I kept on calling people when a specif song would play, or Id be snapping pics, As I arrived home I couldn't believe on how much cash I shelled out last night, now I finally have my ' IF U SEEK AMY ' thong.

All in all, a great start to a Birthday a can finally enjoy, for once.

A Dodger dog, Two Bud Lights and Three strikes.

Below you will find something that emerged from last night, its a song by Jazmine Sullivan ' Dream Big ' the Number 42 Mix. Hope you enjoy it,

Jazmine Sullivan ' Dream Big '

I love that sound...

Ive been working on alot of new and incredible projects, and I cant wait to let you know about them, but I will keep mum for now. I have been also dabbing back in music, so here is my newest mix of Tiga's new song ' Shoes ', I wanted to try and give the video some justice.


Tiga Shoes Migs Mix

How about getting off of these Anti-Biotics...

Ive begun to look at myself under the microscope and at my ripe ol' age of 29 ( April 20th, baby ) I can finally say that I am free. Although Im well on my way to make myself the person that I am becoming, I still cant help but feel empty inside, I guess you can say that Ive been going through life with a checklist and not with much of the passion, havent really felt passion in a while. for instance, this past weekend : On April 4th, I helped stage a huge LGBT participation in Downtown L.A for Cesar E. Chavez, hundreds of people were there to support the LGBT equality issue and even though it made me feel great to be able to have the support of everyone and to know we are all trying to get togther and be heard ( I still felt alone ), Monday came wjth a press conference regarding the CureCVS campaign that ive also been a part of it, a cause that gained nation-wide attention,still alone. Friday, I got to meet Miss Universe 2009, a moment that I would have wished and been excited about, but nontheless I felt great as the cameras were on me, but off of them I just felt empty, and alone.


These past few days have seen me getting everything Ive been working with but I dont have the love or support from people in my inner circle, Its crazy to say this but I feel so useful when Im at work then when I am home, alone. Dont get me wrong Ive tried to stay home and chil but its almost like I need someone by my side to make me feel that everything will be ok. Maybe, I should take the advice given to me on friday night by Breene,and ' shut the fuck up, buck up and continue to make a name for yourself, people will come and go but you need to run and finish ' true, he also did ask me to take another shot...but maybe this should be my new Mantra, what to do now.
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Redemption Day

I've wept for those who suffer long but how I weep for those who've gone.Into rooms of grief and questioned wrong but keep on killing,It's in the soul to feel such things but weak to watch without speaking. What mercy sadness brings If God be willing there is a train that's heading straight to heaven's gate And on the way, child and man,And woman wait, watch and wait for redemption day. Fire rages in the streets and swallows everything it meets It's just an image often seen On television,come leaders, come you men of great let us hear you pontificate your many virtues laid to waste And we aren't listening.What do you have for us today throw us a bone but save the plate on why we waited til so late? was there no oil to excavate?
no riches in trade for the fate? Of every person who died in hate throw us a bone, you men of great.It's buried in the countryside It's exploding in the shells at nighs It's everywhere a baby cries....Freedom.

A faded smile, frozen in time.

The Ides of March, as a young kid I always looked forward to two days, first my Birthday ( April 20Th ) and March 12, my Mothers' B'day. After her passing in 2001, its a rather bittersweet day, sad because I cant be with her to blow out her candles, take her to dinner, tell her that I love her or to hold her, but I gain comfort in remembering her life, and her spirit and most of all her smile. I often wonder how diff rent my life would be if she were still around, would I be the same person? would I be happy? would I be, me?.

Every time I see my nephews, deep inside I get sad knowing that when I hold them, kiss them or tell them that I love them...that my mother cant do the same. She never got to meet or have any grand kids. I know she would have been the happiest ' Grandma ' in the world.

I wanna hold 'em like they do in Texas...

I wanted to upload this baby, for Mr. Man, hope you like it... and there I dont owe you dinner...lol.


Lady GAGA - Pokerface - MIGS MIX

When the rebound bounced....

I always wondered how far would the ' rebound ' guy bounce away, and yesterday I got my taste. Mr XXX was the perfect board of which to leap from a dissatrous relationship although he was the board before the ship sank, so why was our meeting akward?. Things had started well enough, I was invited to see ' RENT ' and that I couldnt give up... a Sunday at the theather was always my idea on how to cap of a well rested weekend. Although It wasnt as simple as that, as I sat next to the man that would have ultimatley given me the ring that I so have wanted I couldnt stop to think of how I had made his life so hard and if Karma did have its day out in the field then that must mean that I wont be able to escape its mantle, or have I had my days in the sun already?

Sitting side by side, and not uttering more than a few simple words I thought about the life that I had, and the life that he worked so hard to be able to make for me, and how just one kiss could have made me throw everything away. As I gazed at the lights they made me think of the first time he showed me the ring that blinded me for a split second...only cuz we were outide and it was a sunny California day. One cant help but feel bad about the guy, even though all the dust settled at times I felt as though I just wanted to dissapear. When looking at past relationships or just relationships at all, when does our baggage become someone else's? and when can we loose it.

Rent ended, a shy kiss on the cheeck and a long goodbye stood between and my old life, headed was my new ' reality ' and at that time the sun stopped shinning and a coldness filled the air, only on my side. Guess sometimes the grass isnt always greener.

For a minutes there, I lost myself....

When the pawn hits the conflicts, he thinks like a king with what he knows, throws the blows when he goes to the fight. He'll win the whole thing before he enters the ring, there's no body to batter when your mind is your might, So when you go solo, you hold your own hand And remember that depth is the greatest of heights. If you know where you stand, then you know where to land.If you fall it won't matter, cuz you'll know that you're right. Sometimes what seems like surrender isn't surrender at all. It's about what's going on in our hearts. About seeing clearly the way life is and accepting it and being true to it, whatever the pain, because the pain of not being true to it is far, far greater, and not being there when you gave your word, and to disgrace your word is a disgrace. A man without a word, is not a man.

When the past can still be seen.

Late last night after arriving home, I got to thinking about how out past can stay with us and make us forget who we are today, make all that hard work and just vanish. There are parts in the past that are tricky and can become a friend that can make feel bad about yourself despite having everything you want around you and then those memories that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. Maybe the past mistakes are what make our fate...without them what would shape our lives? Maybe if we had never veered off course we wouldn't fall in love, have, discover what pain and joy are or be who we are. After all, things change, so do cities, fashions , music and style, some people come into your life and they go.

I have found that no matter what you become who you strive to me, the past will always be your shadow and If your lucky, you have people around you with a flash light to light up the parts that shouldnt be there to begin with, and thats what everyone deserves.

' Whats that sound? I like that sound...I love that sound... '

So, a big APOLOGY to you is in order I could go on and on and on ( trust me ) about why I have been M.I.A and I have been considering changing the format of my blog and keeping it as a music blog, that however is still up in the air. One thing is for sure, I am back. Today is Ash Wednesday and my asst is telling me that I need to hurry up to make the 12:30 p.m mass at the local church in Pasadena ( told you I was a good boy ) and I have been working on some goodies for you. Below is my latest LP, Its called ' Forever ' and I hope you enjoy it as much as I did while mixing it. I remixed ' Just Dance ' for Rivas, cuz he shouldnt be ranting or raving about other ' DJ's ' cuz when MIGS mixes it... he mixes that *izzz up!


These songs are in no way official, nor are they for sale. All mp3's will be taken down by request. If you like what you hear, please support the artist and buy the record.

Britney Spears and Flo-Rida are Seeking AMY ( MIGS MIX )
http://www.zshare.net/audio/56171935bee1f97c/

Beyonce' Diva ( MIGGlES MIX )

http://www.zshare.net/audio/5617222291609446/

Lady GaGa : Just Dance ( 2 seperate remixes for Mr. Rivas )
The first one is my favorite, a very classy dance electro mix:
http://www.zshare.net/audio/56172302da4814ec/

The second one has a bossanova, elevator ' lets get a mojito and chill at the pool ' vibe.
http://www.zshare.net/audio/56172416227b3358/

Jason Mraz : Im Your's - A tribal version of one of my favorite songs, yes..tribal.
http://www.zshare.net/audio/56172694040fbbf2/

Madonna ( Hung UP ) vs Kylie's ( WOW ) a must for any fan

http://www.zshare.net/audio/56172775002d03ee/

Madonna ' Miles Away ' since I hated all the official mixes, I went back and remade my last mix ( the last one was too sappy )
http://www.zshare.net/audio/561731998ae4fe7a/

and last but not least:
Pitbull ' The Anthem 2009 Migs mix ' Since Im planning on hitting Puerto Rico in April in Miami ( close enough either way ) this should get me ready me.
http://www.zshare.net/audio/561729415fe56f8c/

Me and my molases.

Had a beautiful lad, well not exactly had. He moved like the sunset that God who would have had painted.First he love my smile, how his knees could bend.I thought we'd be ok, just him and my psyche. But I would just feel something was wrong, and I felt this cake just wasn't done. Don't say that you don't and if only you could see me now. At times you've got to know when it's time to turn the page, when you're only wet because of the rain. He don't show much these days It's gets so fucking cold,I loved his secret places but I can't go there anymore," youre not the one for me" Said my chulo. I guess you go too far when love try to be a savior. I feel the west in you and I feel it falling apart too. Don't say that you don't because of the rain.

Feeling naked.....

Today started off as a normal day, I had to speak to a young man about him using a deragatory word in school, so I was asked to by his counselour for me to talk to him and see why he did what he did. As I spoke to him and his lovely mother I felt so exhausted. I poured my heart and soul and could actually feel the child being in tune with me and my passion about my job and the stigma in the Latino community regarding HIV/AIDS. So much, that after the session was done and I had said my ' goodbye's ' I felt so odd. I started reflecting on my life and my upbringing and was just at awe about it. I was never taught about what my life revolves around so I was trying to place myself in his shoes and see a gay male, trying to teach me on why the ' F ' word shouldnt be said and why I should care about his work. I know Im not making much sense.. but thought it was worth a try....Ive also been wanting to update this baby. So here you go, you get the good, the bad and me feeling odd. Damn I need some sleep. Nite!


This is my newest remix of Madonna's ' Miles Away ' ( Migs dreams went away )
http://www.zshare.net/audio/550704828d9d7884/.

The years burn...

Disarm you with a smile
And cut you like you want me to
Cut that little child
Inside of me and such a part of you
Ooh, the years burn

I used to be a little boySo old in my shoes
And what I choose is my choice
Whats a boy supposed to do?
The killer in me is the killer in you
My love
I send this smile over to you

Disarm you with a smile
And leave you like they left me here
To wither in denial
The bitterness of one whos left alone


I used to be a little boy
So old in my shoes
And what I choose is my voice
Whats a boy supposed to do?
The killer in me is the killer in you
My love
I send this smile over to you

Just walking by

Today Ive been running around all day, bad for me.. but good for you. For my upcomming shinding I have taken to remixing some classic songs to give the party a throw-back, uptempo commercial feel and what better way that remixing Britney ( TOXIC ) and Donna Summer ( I feel love )... enjoy.

And I want to thank Mr. Nelson Sanchez ( I know.. ) for helping me get one step closer to my goal for the AIDS LIFECYCLE 09. Now I owe him a drink @ Circus.

http://www.zshare.net/audio/54525714d2454c27/


Check his blog out at:
http://thelostroads.blogspot.com/

The question is still the answer

Friday got off to a Fierce! ( SASHA FIERCE!!! mind you ) with BAO's B'day party @ The ABBEY. I was feeling pretty sick, but I had promised him that I was gonna show up in my J.lindberg and you know I hate to back down when I give my word, so there I was. Once I got there I wondered why I havent been there in years, the music was great, people had a great time, and I was being hit on left and right. Loves it!


Now on Saturday, that was another story. I had to go to back to SC to get some stuff I had left behind in one of my crazy late-nite study groups (your PNP joke, right here ) then I met up with Carlos for a 8 hr meeting to discuss PROP 8, and all that jazz. I think If it wasnt for the open bar that was given to us I have no idea what would have happened, on Sat stood home, opened a bottle of wine and had a great time with friends ( I can have a quiet night at home, on a Sat night.. so ha! )


Sunday, I spend it with >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>, we went to church and had champagen brunch at one of my favorite places in Lakewood ( East Side Marios' ), we were joined by both of my brothers and my nephews. It was amazing just to have a great meal and have soo much fun with my family that I have begun to re-connect with.
This is a pic of me, with my 2 nephews and secretly Im hoping I will get a niece soon!

Monday, was great. I was asked that question that no guy with 75 pairs of jeans, 200 T shirts , 300 pairs of underwear and countless jackets should be asked when looking at an apt. ' Is this closet big enough for you ? ' the answer was still ' no ' but loved being asked.

A better life..

I want to say thank you!for everyone that downloaded my remix of ' Womanizer ' I loved your emails, and my readership has grown aswell. THANK YOU! Im leaving today, and wanted to leave you guys with this, until my return.


Tips for Better Life

1. Take a 10-30 minutes walk every day. And while you walk, smile.
2. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
3. Sleep for 7 hours.
4. Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy.
5. Play more games.
6. Read more books than you did the previous year.
7. Make time to practice meditation, yoga, and prayer. They provide us with daily fuel for our busy lives.
8. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
9. Dream more while you are awake.
10. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.
11. Drink plenty of water.
12. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
13. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip.
14. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
15. Don't have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
16. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
17. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.
18. Smile and laugh more.
19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
20. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
21. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
22. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.
23. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about. Don't compare your partner with others.
24. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
25. Forgive everyone for everything.
26. What other people think of you is none of your business.
27. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
28. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.
29. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
30. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
31. The best is yet to come.
32. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
33. Do the right thing!
34. Call your family often.
35. Your inner most is always happy. So be happy.
36. Each day give something good to others.
37. Don't over do. Keep your limits.
38. Share this with someone you care about

I've been watching you all day...

I think I may be coming down with something, I blame the weather.. I should be blaming my trainer Juan, but Im scared he'll have me do more push-ups. Also all the food that Im consumming is making my stomach hurt, but hey I'll look great dancing in my uderwear one day right? Kidding!

I dont have much to say today, but wanted to post these remixes that I did recently. The first 2 are remixes that I was requested to remix by Mr. Mike Castellanos, and I was more than happy to mix for him. They are Jesse Mcarntney's ' Leavin' ' also remixed Womanizer by Britney for Mr. Sanchez. I know he would love the sample I used.

Mr. Castellano Mix
http://www.zshare.net/audio/54148434b2adc111/

The Castellano Evelated Mix:
http://www.zshare.net/audio/54148534c6bc6945

The Acoustic Version:

http://www.zshare.net/audio/54148625b7959e5b

and Britney: WOMANIZER ( this one I actually remixed for Mr. Sanchez )
http://www.zshare.net/audio/54148747d0ec3414/

' this American boy...'

On Friday night I was invited to attend a special performance by ' Estelle ' the british artist made popular by her song w/ Kanye West ' American Boy '. It was a great concert she had great interaction with the crowd and you could tell she was a lil too confortable with them.I've only added one video but I will be adding more later on.

I should have.. I would have. I did.

Maybe this is forever? Even when forever can fade away, like a rocket ascending into space.
could you not be sad? could you not break down? After all I won't let go. Until you're safe and sound. There's beauty in release when there's no one left to please but you and me. I don't blame you for quitting deep down I know you really tried. If only you could hang on through the night because I don't want to be lonely and I don't want you to be scared, and sad. And all our friends are waiting for us on the other side, left is just you and me.
Always felt like I could've held on one more day and almost like I could've let go. Feel like I could've helped you and like I could've changed you as you did to me. I also could've held on and I could've hurt you even more than we already are. At times I felt like I was a stranger and an angel all in one day. Felt like I was a hero but was a zero. Still I touched you, and that I’ve sealed, I could've held you and moved you all in a life span still wish I could heal you, I should have healed you. I could’ve loved you, know I really did love you. I really loved you. I should have saved you. I could’ve saved you